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***** Exile In Guyville
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Produced by Brad Wood and Liz Phair
Matador Records, 1993
Length: 55:49
6' 1"
I bet you fall in bed too easily
With the beautiful girls who are shyly brave
And you sell yourself as a man to save
But all the money in the world is not enough
I bet you've long since passed understanding
What it takes to be satisfied
You're like a vine that keeps climbing higher
But all the money in the world is not enough
And all the bridges blown away keep floating up
Its cold
And rough
And I kept standing 6'1"
Instead of 5'2"
And I loved my life
And I hated you
Its cold, out there
And rough
And I kept standing 6'1"
Instead of 5'2"
And I loved my life
And I hated you
Help Me, Mary
Help me Mary please
I've lost my home to your thieves
They bully the stereo and drink
They leave suspicious things in the sink
They make rude remarks about me
They wonder just how wild I would be
As they egg me on and keep me mad
They play me like a pit bull in a basement, and for that
I lock my door at night
I keep my mouth shut tight
I practice all my moves
I memorize their stupid rules
I make myself their friend
I show them just how far I can bend
As they egg me on and keep me mad
They play me like a pit bull in a basement, and for that
I'm asking, will you, Mary, please
Temper my hatred with peace
Weave my disgust into fame
And watch how fast they run to the flame
Glory
He's got a really big tongue
It rolls way out
Snaking around in the club
It slicks you down
Scratching his face like a bum
He pulls you back
Circa nineteen eighty-one
He pulls you back
You are, you are, shining some glory
You are, you are, shining some glory
On me, on me
You are, you are, shining some glory
You are, you are, shining some glory on me
Dance Of The Seven Veils
Johhny my love, get out of the business
It makes me wanna rough you up so badly
Makes me wanna roll you up in plastic
Toss you up and pump you full of lead
Johhny my love, get out of the business
The odds are getting fatter by the minute
That I have got a bright and shiny platter
And I am gonna get your heavy head
I only ask because I'm a real cunt in spring
You can rent me by the hour
I know all about the ugly pilgrim thing
Entertainers bring May flowers
So Johnny my love
We got us a witness
Now all we gotta do is get a preacher
He can probably skip the "until death" part
'Cause Johnny my love you're already dead
I only ask because I'm a real cunt in spring
You can rent me by the hour
I know all about the ugly pilgrim thing
Entertainers bring May flowers
May flowers, May flowers, (To You)
Never Said
(yeah)
I never said nothing
I never said nothing
I never said nothing
I never said nothing
I don't know where you heard it
Don't know who's spreadin' it 'round
All I know is I'm clean as a whistle baby
I didn't utter a sound
I never said nothing
I never said nothing
I never said nothing
I never said nothing
I don't know what they told you
Don't even care what about
All I know is I'm clean as a whistle baby
I didn't let the cat out
So don't look at me sideways
Don't even look me straight on
And don't worry I've got my hands in my pockets, baby
I ain't done anything wrong
I never said nothing
No baby, I never said nothing
I never said nothing
I never said nothing
I never said nothing
No, not to anyone
I never said nothing
I never said nothing
I never said nothing
Soap Star Joe
He's just a hero
In a long line of heroes
Looking for something attractive to save
They say he rode in
On the back of a pickup
And he won't leave town
'til you remember his name
He's just a hero
In a long line of heroes
Looking for some lonely billboard to grace
They say he sprung from the skull of Athena
Think about your own head
And the headache he gave
He's just a hero
In a long line of heroes
Looking for action at a price he can pay
They say he's famous
But no one can prove it
Make him an offer just to see what he'll say
Check out the dashboard lights
Glowing all green and white
He feels safe in the dark
He wears his bluejeans tight
He's just a hero
In a long line of heroes
Looking for something attractive to save
They say he rode in
On the back of a pickup
And he won't leave town
'Til you remember his name
Check out the thinning hair
Check out the aftershave
Check out America
You're looking at it babe
Explain It To Me
Head underwater
Keeps getting hotter
Give 'em your medicine
Fame injection
Tell them to jump higher
Tell 'em to run farther
Make 'em measure up
Decades longer than you
Piece it together
It's like weather
Watch him travel
Kiss the gravel
Tell him to jump higher
Tell him to run farther
Make him measure up
Ten times longer than you
Ever should, you never could
Explain them to me, explain them to me
Canary
I learn my name
I write with a number two pencil
I work up to my potential
I earn my meat
I come when called
I jump when you circle the cherry
I sing like a good canary
I come when called
I come, that's all
Send it up on fire
Death before dawn
Send it up on fire
Death before dawn
I clean the house
I put all your books in an order
I make up a colorful border
I clean my mouth
'Cause froth comes out
Send it up on fire
Death before dawn
Send it up on fire
Death before dawn
Mesmerizing
You said things I wouldn't say
Straight to my face, boy
You tossed the egg up
And I found my hands in place, boy
After backing up as far as you could get
Don't you know nobody parts two rivers met
Don't you know I'm very happy
You know me well
I'm even happier
I like it
I like it
With all of the time in the world to spend it
Wild and unwise
I wanna be mesmerizing too
Mesmerizing too
Mesmerizing to you
With all of the time in the world to spend it
Wild and unwise
I wanna be mesmerizing too
Mesmerizing too
Mesmerizing to you
Fuck and Run
I woke up alarmed
I didn't know where I was at first
Just that I woke up in your arms
And almost immediately I felt sorry
'Cause I didn't think this would happen again
No matter what I could do or say
Just that I didn't think this would happen again
With or without my best intentions, and
What ever happened to a boyfriend
The kind of guy who tries to win you over, and
What ever happened to a boyfriend
The kind of guy who makes love cause he's in it, and
I want a boyfriend
I want a boyfriend
I want all that stupid old shit
Like letters and sodas
Letters and sodas
You got up out of bed
You said you had a lot of work to do
But I heard the rest in your head
And almost immediately I felt sorry
'Cause I didn't think this would happen again
No matter what I could do or say
Just that I didn't think this would happen again
With or without my best intentions, and
I want a boyfriend
I want a boyfriend
I want all that stupid old shit
Like letters and sodas
Letters and sodas
I can feel it in my bones
I'm gonna spend another year alone
It's fuck and run
Fuck and run
Even when I was seventeen
Fuck and run
Fuck and run
Even when I was twelve
You almost felt bad
You said that I should call you up but
I knew much better than that
And almost immediately I felt sorry
'Cause I didn't think this would happen again
No matter what I could do or say
Just that I didn't think this would happen again
With or without my best intentions
And I can feel it in my bones
I'm gonna spend my whole life alone
It's fuck and run
Fuck and run
Even when I was seventeen
Fuck and run
Fuck and run
Even when I was twelve
Girls! Girls! Girls!
You been around enough to know
That if I want to leave you better let me go
Because I take full advantage
Of every man I meet
I get away almost every day
With what the girls call
What the girls call
What the girls call
The girls call murder
You been around enough to see
That if you think you're it
You better check with me
Because I take full advantage
Of every man I meet
I get away almost every day
With what the girls call
What the girls call
What the girls call the girls call murder
Divorce Song
And when I asked for a separate room
It was late at night
And we'd been driving since noon
But if I'd known
How that would sound to you
I would have stayed in your bed
For the rest of my life
Just to prove I was right
That it's harder to be friends than lovers
And you shouldn't try to mix the two
Cause if you do it and you're still unhappy
Then you know that the problem is you
And it's true that I stole your lighter
And it's also true that I lost the map
But when you said that I wasn't worth talking to
I had to take your word on that
But if you'd known
How that would sound to me
You would have taken it back
And boxed it up and buried it in the ground
Boxed it up and buried it in the ground
Boxed it up and buried it in the ground
Burned it up and thrown it away
You put in my hands a loaded gun
And then told me not to fire it
When you did the things you said were up to me
And then accused me of trying to fuck it up
But you've never been a waste of my time
It's never been a drag
So take a deep breath and count back from ten
And maybe you'll be alright
And the license said
You had to stick around until I was dead
But if you're tired of looking at my face I guess I already am
But you've never been a waste of my time
It's never been a drag
So take a deep breath and count back from ten
And maybe you'll be alright
Shatter
I know that I don't always realize
How sleazy it is
Messing with these guys
But something about just being with you
Slapped me right in the face
Nearly broke me in two
It's a mark
I've taken hard
And I know I will carry with me for a long long time
I don't know if I could drive a car
Fast enough to get to where you are
or wild enough not to miss the boat completely
Honey, I'm thinking maybe
You know just maybe
I don't know if I could fly a plane
Well enough to tail spin out your name
Or high enough to lose control completely
Honey, I'm thinking maybe
You know just maybe, maybe
Flower
[high part:]
Every time I see your face
I get all wet between my legs
Every time you pass me by
I heave a sigh of pain
[low part:]
Every time I see your face
I think of things unpure unchaste
I want to fuck you like a dog
I'll take you home and make you like it
Everything you ever wanted
Everything you ever thought of is
Everything I'll do to you
I'll fuck you and your minions too
Your face reminds me of a flower
Kind of like you're underwater
Hair's too long and in your eyes
Your lips a perfect suck me size
You act like you're fourteen years old
Everything you say is so
Obnoxious, funny, true and mean
I want to be your blowjob queen
You're probably shy and introspective
That's not part of my objective
I just want your fresh young jimmy
Cramming slamming ramming in me
Every time I see your face
I think of things unpure unchaste
I want to fuck you like a dog
I'll take you home and make you like it
Everything you ever wanted
Everything you ever thought of is
Everything I'll do to you
I'll fuck you 'til your dick is blue
Johnny Sunshine
You took the car
It was my favorite one
Little white Dart
And drove it to Idaho
You took the horse
It was a thoroughbred
Saddled it up
Out on the interstate
You killed the cat
Put it in antifreeze
Dumped in the trunk
With the rest of the cattlefeed
You took the house
You went and changed the locks
Now I am stuck
Living out of a box
I think I've been taken
For everything I own
I've been hurt so badly
I'm alone, baby, I'm alone
You left me nothing
You left me nothing
Johnny Sunshine
You left me nothing
You left me nothing
Johnny Sunshine
You left me nothing
You left me nothing
Johnny Sunshine
You left me nothing
You left me nothing
Gunshy
Rifle in hand and two in the bush
Three count delay, I may need a little push
Take out the garbage on Tuesday nights
Seems like the small things
Are the only things I'll fight
Seems like the small things
Are the only things I'll fight
Gunshy, Gunshy, Gunshy, Gunshy
Sea monkeys, do monkey's
Story of my life
Send three bucks to a comic book
Get a house, car and wife
Send three bucks to a comic book
Get a house, car and wife
(wife) Gunshy repeated 14 times
Stratford-On-Guy
I was flying into Chicago at night
Watching the lake turn the sky into blue-green smoke
The sun was setting to the left of the plane
And the cabin was filled with an unearthly glow
In 27-D I was behind the wing
Watching landscape roll out
Like credits on a screen
The earth looked like it was lit from within
Like a poorly assembled electrical ball as we moved
Out of the farmlands into the grid
The plan of the city was all that you saw
And all of these people sitting totally still
As the ground raced beneath them thirty thousand feet down
It took an hour, maybe a day
But once I really listened, the noise
Just went away
And I was pretending that I was in a Galaxie 500 video
The stewardess came back and checked on my drink
In the last strings of sunlight, a Bridgette Bardot
There's a hat on my headphones
Along with those eyes that you get
When your circumstance is movie size
It took an hour, maybe a day
But once I really listened, the noise
Just went away
It took an hour, maybe a day
But once I really listened, the noise
Just went away
Strange Loop
The fire you like so much in me
Is the mark of someone adamantly free
But you can't stop yourself from wanting worse
'Cause nothing feeds a hunger like a thirst
Baby I'm tired of fighting
I always wanted you
I broke up at the roadhouse
I wouldn't know you were alive
You haven't seen me for weeks now
It wouldn't shock you if
I drove right out through the back of your eyes
I can't be trusted
They're saying I can't be true
But I only wanted more than I knew
Baby I'm tired of fighting
I always wanted you
I only wanted more than I knew
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***** Whip Smart
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All songs written and directed by Liz Phair
Matador Records, 1994
Length: 42:00
Chopsticks
I met him at a party and he
Told me how to drive him home
He said he liked to do it backwards
I said that's just fine with me
That way we can fuck and watch TV
It was four a m and the light was gray
Like it always is in paperbacks
He asked if I liked playing jacks
I told him that I was good to sixes,
But all hell broke loose after that
I told him that I knew Julia Roberts
When I was twelve at summer camp
We didn't say anything after that
I dropped him off and I drove on home
'Cause secretly, I'm timid
Supernova
I have looked all over the place,
But you have got my favorite face
Your eyelashes sparkle like gilded grass
and your lips are sweet and slippery
Like a cherub's bare wet ass
'Cause you're a human supernova,
A solar superman
You're an angel with wings of fire,
A flying, giant friction blast
You walk in clouds of glitter
and the sun reflects your eyes
And every time the wind blows,
I can smell you in the sky
Your kisses are as wicked as an F-16
And you fuck like a volcano
and you're everything to me
'Cause you're a human supernova,
A solar superman
You're an angel with wings of fire,
A flying, giant friction blast
You're a giant, flying friction blast
'Cause you're a human supernova,
A solar superman,
You're an angel with wings of fire,
A flying, giant friction blast
Support System
I don't need a support system
Lifting me into prop-position
What I need is a man of action, I need my attraction to you
Driving me down all those dangerous avenues
Lions and tigers tearing at their food
(whistle break)
I know the gossip
Flies around at breakfast
One of them rings in your hand
Where the fuck do you get off thinking
I was there at the party 'cause
All of my friends feed me evil reasons
Why you and I should not be friends
Let's think this whole thing through,
Tell me, just what the hell is a lover supposed to do?
I got the wrong reaction
A slap in the face from you
(whistle break:
This is such a stupid picture,
Wrap me in a steak Why don't you
Throw it in the panther cage and
Maybe then I'll like you better (No Way))
I don't need a support system
Lifting me into prop-position
What they make is a separation of beauty from attitude
What satisfaction is left when all you do tells everyone
You're acting untrue
(whistle break:
This is such a stupid picture,
Light a cigarette why don't you
Stub it in a carburator,
Maybe then you'll sell me something
(No Way))
I don't need a support system
Put your hand on my heart and listen
What I need is a dedication to last me all the way through
Pointing the finger, I'm counting on loving you
Over and above the passion
I'm connected to you
X-Ray Man
As far as I know, baby,
You can see
As far as I go, funky baby,
Digging deep inside of me
(uh uh uh uh uh uh x 4)
As far as I know, sister,
I'm alright
As far as I know, funky lady,
I'm coming home tonight
(you can see through the smoke )
You're an X-ray man
You got X-ray eyes
[L] This is no reflection on you which is what I see inside
[R] Why don't you put on your two-way sombrero and leave
(uh uh uh uh uh uh x 4)
You're an X-ray man
You got white wall tires
Iodine tan
Cheap unpleasant desires
You're an X-ray man
Got an X-rated mind
You're not satisfied looking at me, you're always
Checking out the girl behind
You're an X-ray man
You got secret plans
For me
Shane
I know that it was the night
The war broke out because
You and I were driving around
You were doing a story
About if people understood
What had happened to their world
Tonight
In bed
Sleeping
The world tonight
In bed
Asleep
You said that you were in touch
With the draft resistors
In case the big boys called you up
You're gonna have to let 'em
Dick you around
But don't let 'em make
You do
What you can't live with
Tonight
In bed
With me
Sleeping
You looked like you were just a little kid
Shane, I said, you've got to watch your ass
You've gotta have fear in your heart (x 8)
Fear in your heart
Nashville
They don't know
What they like so much about it
They just go
For any shiny old bauble
And nobody sparkles like you
But I can't imagine it in better terms
Than naked, half awake, about to shave and go to work
And I'm starting to think it could happen to me like it did to you
And I'm starting to actually feel it seep through the
Slick divide now
I don't crack the door too far for anyone who's pushing too hard on me
They don't know
What they like so much about it
Maybe it goes on the other side of the hallway,
The writing's so small from here
But I can't imagine it in better terms
Than naked, half awake, about to shave and go to work
I won't decorate my love (x 6)
Go West
Safe on
The interstate
New York
Is three thousand miles away
And I'm not looking forward to following through
But it's better than always running back into you
I've closed my eyes and my bank account
And gone west, young man
Take off
The parking brake
Go coasting
Into a different state
And I'm not looking forward to missing you
But I must have something better to do
I've got to tear my life apart
And go west, young man
And it feels like I've got something to prove,
But in some ways it's just something to do
My friend's turn me around and say
You go west, young man
Stepping
Down off my platform shoes
Sixty-
Nine in the afternoon
And I'm waiting for someone in the know
Like Pirnir tells me on the radio ed note: this is the way it's spelled
on the lyrics sheet It may be "Pirner," as in Dave
Says take it from someone who's been there before
You go west, young man
And I'm looking for somebody to do
My thinking for me 'till I come through
The state-line highway sign says
You have gone west, young man
And it feels like I've got something to prove
But in some ways it's just something to do
The state-line highway sign says
You have gone west, young man
Cinco De Mayo
Cinco de Mayo
Blow out, denial
It wasn't fun this time, letting you go
What if I never, a bullet forever,
Held out my hand to you, we wouldn't have known
Beautiful flow,
Absolute measure, I ain't no pleasure hound
Bus' out of control, plowing the road
Out on a bender, just Alice falling down
A deepening hole
I'd never been to Rome until you smiled
You're about as old and piled
I used to pray for snow
Now I just wonder what spell I was under,
Thinking you thought of me as
Something to hold
I'd never been to Rome until you smiled
You're about as old and piled
Cinco de Mayo
Burn-out, Ohio
It wasn't me this time, letting you go
Dogs of L A
The canyon air is like a breath of fresh L A
I was a Star Trek crew member
With my Beatle boots and my Super-8
And I raced you to the top,
The camera gets a stuttered shot of
Me approaching the painted shrine
I kissed the Buddha and made him cry
I kissed the Buddha and made him cry,
Georgie, I'm your friend!
And the shit brown reservoir
Is a testament to the dogs of L A
They hold the place like the Mafia and say,
Run me round again
The sawed off tree-trunks stand among the living palms
You were beaming as I focused in and I panned along
And I raced you to the top
Kicking snakes up from dusty rocks
Young Abe Vigoda plays Frankenstein
I kissed the Buddha and made him cry
I kissed the Buddha and made him cry,
Georgie, I'm your friend!
And the shit brown reservoir
Is a testament to the dogs of L A , they
Hold the place like the Mafia and say,
Run me round again
I wanna go again
And the shit brown reservoir
Is a testament to the dogs of L A
They hold the place like the Mafia and say,
Run me round again
Whip-Smart
I'm gonna tell my son to grow up pretty as the grass is green and
Whip-smart as the English Channel's wide
And I'm gonna tell my son to keep his money in his mattress
And his watch on any hand between his thighs
And I'm gonna lock my son up in a tower 'til I write my whole life story
On the back of his big brown eyes
When they do the double dutch, that's them dancing (x 4)
And I'm gonna tell my son to join a circus so that death is cheap and
Games are just another way of life
And I'm gonna tell my son to be a prophet of mistakes because for
Every truth, there are half a million lies
And I'm gonna lock my son up in a tower
'Til he learns to let his hair down far enough to climb outside
When they do the double dutch, that's them dancing (x 4)
Jealousy
He's got a million dollar car
He's got a thirty-seven year old guitar
He's got a family who deals heroin,
you're on the edge of your chair and then
You feel it
He's looking at you
He's laughing at you
It's happening
I can't, I can't believe it
But it's here on the pages I'm reading
It's all I can do to conceal my feelings of jealousy jealousy
I know it's just a drawer of photographs
They're ex-girlfriends, I try to remember that
I don't wanna look, but I'm already hooked on jealousy jealousy
I can't believe you had a life before me
I can't believe they let you run around free
Just putting your body wherever it seemed like a good idea
What a good idea:
Standing
On the corner
Watching
The ladies
Pass by
Imagining me behind your eyes
And then what did I see?
I saw hips, I saw thighs
I saw secret positions that we never try
I saw jealousy
I saw jealousy
I can't, I can't believe it
But it's here in this place and I see it
It's all I can do to conceal my feelings of jealousy jealousy
Standing
On the mud flats
Watching
The salmon
Fly
Wonder if I'll ever bury the hatchet inside
Imagining me behind your eyes
And then what did I see?
I saw hips, I saw thighs
I saw secret positions that we never try
I saw jealousy
I saw jealousy
I can't believe you had a life before me
I can't believe they let you run around free
Just putting your body wherever it seemed like a good idea
What a good idea:
Crater Lake
Once you've left a lonely rage on its own, it grows
And dynamite stuffed in a mailbox doesn't smoke until it blows
And oh, all the tears
In four tiny years
Well look at me, I'm frightening my friends
You better roll me
I bought a map of the moon
There's a crater with my name on it and a really good view
There I was, getting drunk in your room
Because I wanted to throw my weight around
And oh, all the tears
In four tiny years
Oh look at me, I'm frightening my friends
You better roll me home (x 3)
Alice Springs
See the sun rise
So loud,
This whole town
Gets drowned out
Sky writing with the sweep of a flashlight
I'm driving over that way
The following belongs to Amanda,indicating thus that she was here,being carefull to watch for periods,Makadisa@aol.com,oops that couldn't be helped
i would just like to remark but no won will listen as usual,but like old news is new news or something she saiD and pulled out her national enquirer but even then well she still didn't know
AND AS SHE WALKED SLOWLY ACROSS THE CRACKLING FOREST AND NEARER TO THE VAST STREACH OF PARCHED GRASSES DRIED AND WITHERED BY THE SUN SHE REMEMBERED HER HOME
AND HER DOG ROVER AND THE ANTFARM SHE LEFT BEHIND AND A SMALL TEAR FORMED IN HER EYE BUT THE PARCHING WIND OF THE PLAINS DRIED IT BEFORE IT EVER HAD A CHANCE TO EXPRESS HER LOSSES FOR HER
SHE WOULD NEVER SEE AUNT BETTY OR EAT BACON UNLESS SHE COULD FIND A WILD PIG, THEN A THOUGHT OCCURED TO HER, AND SHE WENT ON A HUNT TIRELESSLY DAY AFTER DAY SHE HUNTED THE ELUSIVE WHITE SWINE
UNTILL ONE DAY SHE SPOTTED IT ROOTING AND RUNTING ON THE GROUND AND SHE CLIMBED UP IN A TREE ABOVE THE SWINE AND POUNCED ON IT FROM ABOVE BITING INTO IT'S NECK AS IT SQUEELED FURIOUSLY,
HER TEETH DOVE DEEPER UNTILL SHE FOUND THE NECK WHICH SHE CLASPED IN HER MOUTH
AND WITH GREAT FORCE RIPPED FROM THE SWINES BODY, THIS MAY SEEM A BIT GREUSOM, BUT IT WAS THE WAY NATURE INTENDED IT MAN AND BEAST FIGHTING FOR SURVIVAL, AND SHE LICKED HIS INNERDS CLEAN
AND WAS SATIFIED, SHE WAS OFF TO HER NEXT ADVENTURE, HER NEXT HUNT AND ANOTHER DAY IN THIS WILD PLACE SHE HAD YET TO FULLY DISCOVER Children, what are you doing in there? Who are these non-artists and What are their names and Where do they live and Where do they come from and where do they go at night and Can they explain the value of living quiet lives of resigned desperation and why are they so adamant about advancing such an early death on the rest of us because...
Youth is king, and no matter how "old" they are, make no mistake, they are old, and have settled into the process of dying and Itās easy for them because they learned to trade their hopes for security and To paraphrase Jefferson, God help the man that sacrifices freedom for security, for in the end he will have neither and Surely, the most fundamental aspect of a person, perhaps what makes us human, is the drive for benevolent progress, exploration, creation and These are the fundamental building blocks of the life well lived, and the uncompromising dividing line between living and existing and I further submit that the person incapable of understanding these concepts is inherently flawed, and thus the cruelest of ironies that they should be in the majority and In addition, the person who understands these truths and ignores them is worse then flawed; he is perverse so then
How are these people to be treated....Nod when they speak, use courtesy (when youāre in a mood to do so), ask them advice, and even try to cajole them to think for once in their lives but Do not take them seriously and Learn to ignore their trivial little mindsets, and dismiss their banal language as pure and utter garbage and When appropriate make them the targets of scorn and derision, but choose your battles because They are still in
i'm you'r we're forever mmmmmmpppppppppp
1) Out of clutter, find simplicity
2) From discord, find harmony
3) In the middle of difficulty lies
opportunity
ALBERT EINSTEIN WAS HERE,
three rules of work
submitted by me
Littlegeekygoobergogglefromthecorrnerofmycreeningcloset of all the turths stated so far, it is imperitive to remember we are a community and we are obligated to educate each other and our progeny to the darker truths of our history so that we may progress beyond our past and never experience another shoah again; animal sex I wish to add my two bits to this sentence, although I have nothing of any real consequence to say, I feel it is my duty, after having read part of this to become a part of the artwork- and not just an observer- In any case I will try to entertain some thoughts on MIERNOTA JEST GORSZA OD NICOSCI
alas, I know nothing golden pissing
how does the hammer speak softly in the text that:rummages the machine all for now thanks for the invitation Ouch! i have cramps today, i still don't know anything and now i can't
think, Ouchh!! ouch...okay, so i took some aspirin and maybe now i can think, well it
feels to me like the trouble with the senthence is not that its corroboratoes
aren't listening to anything, but rather that they aren't writing anything
is it whattis a bizarre request whats happening i'll pull in here going
to be late two kinds of crazy people Hey, I am sitting here at this computer and wondering what life is realy about I mean you try to be good and helpful and keep a great body and learn new things, but what is it all really for? All you try to do is improve and be the best that you can be, but you're going to die anyway so why does any of it matter? And there are always problems in life, thuff that will never go away but if you have only one life, don't you want it to tbe the best it could be? And people always say that life is so short, but truly, life isn't short, its just that you're dead for so long I am Tina in New Jersey and it is windy in this tiny town where there are no thrills, no excitement will ever come everything is boring 'really' is spelled with 2 'l's, dear When you believe in life after death do you really believe that your physical body remains useful to you? You should logically believe that that is ridiculous! Therfore - - Why do so many people think that their organs would do them any good? When you believe in life after death do you really believe that your physical body remains useful to you? You should logically believe that that is ridiculous! Therfore - - Why do so many people think that their organs would do them any good? The following is a list of annoyances: People that yell at
minimum wage earners employed by public service organizations,
those small, cardboard business reply cards in magazines, sticky
fingers, roommates who give their telephone numbers to every
panting, tongue-dragging Tom, Dick and Harry, sensationalized news
bulletins like: "Stormwatch '97!", junk mail, cold fast food,
arrogant ignorants, roaches, people who sue after carelessly
scalding their own genitals, systems crashing, the English poet WH Auden, living among the flower children in the 60's in New York's East Village, wrote a poem in which he described his seduction of a young Polish-American neighborhood boy, a naughty work which has Auden going down on the boy and uttering "His circumcised head was a work of mastercraft", all of this leading to a big question of why is circumcision of males such a fundamental human ritual in diverse cultures and places for diverse reasons and why it is seen as an aesthetic improvement on the penis by so many including myself who has always admired its aspect in comparison to those of my uncircumcised adolescent school chums which seemed sausage-like and infantile and animal, yet it remains an unnatural act, a form of male-wounding that some cultures and religions demand, or a ritual that makes young boys look revealed and sex-ready before they ought to, all of this remains for me one of life's imponderables, a small matter among others that is a big matter after all He said "Behold I stand at the door (of your heart)and knock, if any man hears my voice and opens the door I will come into him" is the invitation of Jesus who died for our sins on the cross and gives eternal life to all that believe in him Rev 3:14 so when I'm finally divorced, the world and southern Ontario will be a better place, because she will be out of my life and I will be able to continue, after all what is life if you can't live it to the fullest, and with the yoke of Jane around my neck it was virually impossible, so you see there is hope for us all and if you can maintain your sanity while your former is losing hers, then you too will be a better person, because if I had a nickel for every time I think of you I'd have three hundred and sixty four dollars and twenty cents smak firesup dees days ohhs
spack wiredup dees days ows m(c) hey, can you see this? i dig the madness, my friend e-mail
me, you know, just because i am lydia
at pkw2@mindspring com okokok hello i am lydia and i am 13 and it is march 13th, 1997 trent reznor e-mail me if you read this sometimes i think i am carzy, but then i know i am only insane and that reassures me to keep going on living my insanely sane life within the midst of my madness ogodgogdodogoddog GO VEGAN!!!!!!!!! i did my birthday is may 4th
and i will be 14 oh crap i almost used a period there and if i did you all would have killed me and as i sit and dream in my unconcious awake slumber i dream of not dreaming and scream through my scilence i spelt that incorrectly read the hitchhiker's guide everyone c'mon you will thouroly enjoy it I HATE THE USA even though i mustlike here this is quite odd i will post a poem here someday someway never forget me in your absentmindedness
pkw2@mindspring com if you are looking for a buddy inmymadnessitroudgethroughlifehateingallthemomentsofyourlifeasthetimesinksintomypaleskinemailmeifyoulikedthatpkw2a@mindspring com why is a nickel better than paper money? Hello My nickname is Mandy I am 16 and I really like what yo have done on this page!!!!
Also I would love to meet you!!! Hello My nickname is Mandy I am 16 and I really like what yo have done on this page!!!!
Also I would love to meet you!!! I HATE LIVING AT HOME
Hello My nickname is Mandy I am 16 and I really like what yo have done on this page!!!!
Also I would love to meet you!!! I HATE LIVING AT HOME I love fucking big hard cock
Hello My nickname is Mandy I am 16 and I really like what yo have done on this page!!!!
Also I would love to meet you!!! I HATE LIVING AT HOME I love fucking big hard cock
The Perils of Rock 'N Roll Decadence The Perils of Rock 'N Roll Decadence , 11jarige kinder phornographie
I looked at the first part of the sentence, and I wanted to read it all, but it was just too much; it was a little like the time in the Holocaust Museum when you see all of the hair and the scissors and the shoes and the toothbrushes, the fucking toothbrushes!, and it's just too much, too much to take in and absorb because it's so much bigger than you are
But at the same time, it's like the part where they talk about the Danish village where they smuggled out all the Jewish kids, because it's a bunch of people contributing to something, trying to make something happen, something big and something you hope is good,
and it's also like some of the more narcissistic home pages I see, where it's just some guy (Zaphod Beeblebrox? He's just zis guy, you know?) where somebody's not doing anything, not adding anything, not giving anything to the Web, not even anything interesting about themselves, and you think (imagine an ellipsis here)
"Is this worth it? Does my homepage have any meaning, or am I just one of those vain, boring, useless people who is deluded into thinking I've done something useful,
and then you write something that perfectly captures a moment, and it's beautiful, and it's right, and you know it, and you sigh and yoiu're happy
so maybe this is art, you think?
Wooooooooooooooow I fell all special now that I've found this page and contributed and people all over the world did too but I should say something important and intelligent so here's a thought I thought I would just share with you real quick and that's live fast, die young and leave a good looking corpse cause that's whats really important in this world after all cause life is like a sexually transmitted disease and no one really wants it anyway, wow, what an amazing way to just vent all those depressing feelings I've been feeling all my life but then is this nuts or something, how can people actually read all this oh well I guess I'll leave my mark here and die happy cause I left my mark on the World (wide web) and although I've done that a little, no ones going to read this far anyway, I don't know why I'm bothering to add in my own part except that this is TOO COOL TO PASS UP I mean, wow, look at all this and this whole thing is just so LONG and it could just keep going, does anyone know when it was started I wrote this in 1997, so I just wanted to know, okay this is the one spot on the net where you can just blather on and on and nobody will ever notice because they probably all said the exact same thing and I like how it begins with sort of obscure arty statements but it says everything that ever really needed to be said but I digress because we all know how cool this is anyway, so there's no real point to ending this thing as it could just keep going as long as somebody can support the page so it will live in immortality and I thank the faeries they are the ones who give us everything and if you disagree you can just kiss my *ss cause I don't care what you think and the director the drama guy can just go *&%^ for all I care because he totaly screwed me over for the musical and he's a bastard anyway, and now the whole world knows it ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha now I feel a lot better this is almost as good as the couch of contemplation and it doesn't really matter any way because I'll just annoy him until he realizes that I'm not just going to go a way any time soon even though that seems to be what he really wants cause I know he doesn't like me he gave me a D in English and he's just stupid but everyone else is nice so its doesn't matter what he says cause they all like me anyway and I could go on forever you'd think that someone who's spent their entire life pretending to be someone else could be themselves for just one moment even if it is just for an audition or something stupid like that and I just cant get anything right any more, everything I do I screw up and my bastard little brother just gets everything he wants and everyone loves him saying he's such a sweet little boy when he's really just a pimp and I really hate him I'd like to bash his head against the wall several times then throw him out into the street so mandy can run him over a few times while her boyfriend laughs cause he really deserves it even though no one else seems to love him because he's just so smart and so wonderful and I'm just a stupid b*&^ who never does anything that she's supposed to do and just uses her time to write stories and finds comfort that no one on the net knows who she really is and she can just do what she's always done only in reverse because instead of being like everyone else I can be who I really am and It doesn't matter cause they don't even know who I am and this is all just a cherade anyway and I think I've gone on for long enough because I feel really stupid now for writing all this but it doesn't matter any way because if anyone does read this far it'll all flow together and they wont remember a word of it, I love this page it is my savior thank you all, a wild card in the trumped suit of brass astringency gfhj bvnm which was strad, guarneri, and one other one--what--what exactly was she trying to think of: dizzy jean-jacques kantorow puffing out his cheeks and bending the neck of his fiddle UP, of course, they said (i was listening today)we cannot possibly....it was then i knew the body without organs existed pufftoads be very afraid bbbbbbbbbbpppppppppp Niedlugo napisze cos wiecej; na razie tyle so many things to read at once: who wrote this syllabus? (WE LOVE DUCKIE) I've played this game in high school as well -- oh yes, same thing exactly but
without the melodrama -- I remember it always being fun though; best of luck WHAT HAS THIS ACCOMPLISHED OTHER THAN COLLECTING COMMENTS FROM EVERY LUNATIC AND
PRETENTIOUS TWIT FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO HAVE INTERNET ACCESS? FOR GOD'S SAKE, SCULPT
OR SOMETHING
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The World's First Collaborative Sentence
Welcome to the World's First Collaborative Sentence:
I DID NOT FEEL SEPARATED I FELT VERY CLOSE EVEN
THOUGH WE WERE THOUSANDS OF MILES APART AND I WAS SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE HERE I
FELT CLOSE HOW ARE YOU THIS IS DURBAN WE FEEL WE ARE A PART OF THE WORLD AT
LAST IN THE PALACE HERE I AM WAITING FOR THE PRESIDENT I SEND YOU GREETINGS
HERE I AM IN THE GALLERY LOOKING AT THIS BIG PENCIL I AM LAUGHING COGITO ERGO
SUM GO GO GO SENTENCE swing swing swing ring ring ring ring ring let
herethereeverywhereGUMBOGUMBOhellholeI DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY A LITTLE
LEARNING IS A DANGEROUS THING FREEDOMFREEDOMFREEDOMGET OFF ME GET OFF
MY BACK
SCRATCH MY ASS DOUGLAS HOW ARE YOU? FAR AWAY YET FREE DONT COME AFTER ME PHI
KAB NAUNG LANG PHAU PHI NAUNG SEX RELATIONS BETWEEN FIRST COUSINS ARE
FORBIDDEN THE MOON BRIGHTENS THE BATTLE CAMP SO YOU LIKE TO LOOK AT ME PAY
FOR IT YOU PAMPER ME SO MUCH YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A QUEEN I SEND GREETINGS
FROM FRANKFURT GOD BLESS AMERICA AMERICA NEEDS IT ANIMALS ARE GOOD TO THINK
AND GOOD TO PROHIBIT BE GOOD IT IS THE TIME TO BE GOOD I LOVE EVERYBODY I
HATE EVERYBODY THE SON IN LAW MUST NOT ENTER ENTER THE SLEEPING QUARTES
THROUGH THE DOORWAY OF THE PARENTS IN LAW CALL ME RIGHT NOW TO SAVE THE WORLD
I LOVE YOU WORLD WORLD WHEN WILL YOU SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE STOP DYING
WORLD HERE IN THE BRONX WE HATE THE POLICE GIVE ME YOUR HAND I FEEL YOUR
FINGER HERE MANY MILES APART I THINK IN BASEL WE UNDERSTAND AND APPRECIATE
YOUR WORK KEEP GOING WE ARE BEHIND YOU NO BODY CAN SWEAT SO MUCH WE FIND YOU
NEAR EVEN WHEN FAR TO THE HEALTH OF DON CESARE'S WOMA N AU REVOIR MONS
ENFANTS RED RED RED RED RED RED RED RED RED RED RED RED RED BLUE BLUE BLUE
BLUE I AM SO BLUE I SAW A MAN HE HELD A STICK OUT TO ME I HOLD THIS STICK OUT
TO YOU ACROSS THE WORLD I ASK YOU WHEN WILL YOU COME TO MOSCOW AGAIN DOUGLAS
er mirror miroir mirage THE BUSHES TWITCHED AGAIN THE STICK BEGAN TO GROW
SHORTER IN BOTH ENDS HERE IN KAUNAS WE HAVE SATAN MAKING LOVE TO AN ANGEL IS
THIS WHAT DROVE HIM INTO HELL WELL THis thing of of writing in all caps is getting a bit tiresome and why does this sentence have sound so disgusting and arty who do think we are
james joyce's greatgrandchildren
or some kind of gertrude
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